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TITLE (EDIT)
Regretting Mistakes.. |
DESCRIPTION
a weird tale of a deranged little mind...
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AUTHOR
Alberto Pupo |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
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[December 2000] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
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AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (125)
21 Steps Till (Poetry) 21 steps till something occurs... [62 words]
A Game Of Lies (Poetry) Play the game to amuse yourself.... [63 words]
A Journey Throughout (Poetry) A journey... [73 words]
A Lack (Poetry) the confusion created when I miss her... [58 words]
A Path Now Divided (Poetry) Just when everything seemed certain... [59 words]
A Question Of Timing (Poetry) To time everything perfectly to time things right, or to forge forward. [74 words]
A Simple Concept.... (Poetry) A quirky little poem with a dash of humor, about.... [61 words]
After The Storm (Poetry) Dedicated to a love that has been tested by past phantoms but still goes on stronger than ever. [78 words]
Again Struckdown! (Poetry) About frustrations from a not so distant past.... [67 words]
Aimless (Poetry) For the first time understanding what its truly like to lose the love, of one you truly loved. [53 words]
Ambiguous Art (Poetry) Delve deeper to find meaning perhaps... [83 words]
An Ode To The One True Love. (Poetry) This is dedicated to the one I love and will always love, and I hope she will get the chance to read this one day. [128 words]
And So It Goes....... (Poetry) going........ [56 words]
Antidote To Love (Poetry) Is this the cure? [85 words]
Anwser To You (Poetry) Anwser? [48 words]
Awaiting A Call. (Poetry) Desperation at its finest... [71 words]
Before Me... (Poetry) Yes before me... [82 words]
Beg (Poetry) Plead [68 words]
Beyond Earthly Despair (Poetry) Simply beyond... [51 words]
Blinded (Poetry) Cannot see.... [57 words]
Code Red (Poetry) An alert to all [91 words]
Crimson Reverie (Poetry) - [48 words]
Danger... (Poetry) Is there something dangerous in passion? [102 words]
Dark Winter (Poetry) For it can truly be dark. [73 words]
Delusions Of Grandeur (Poetry) There is nothing more ridiculous than a self deluded individual.... [70 words]
Descending (Poetry) Prepare for the fall... [65 words]
Desires Fulfilled (Short Stories) Desires burn deep within the human mind sometimes to have them fulfilled can be lethal. [516 words] [Suspense]
Destiny Of Fools (Poetry) Are we fools destined for something, or is destiny for fools. [90 words]
Embrace Again (Poetry) Strange rantings... [87 words]
Emergence Of The Optimist (Poetry) Emerging from the ashes of the Pessimist. [160 words]
Emerging From Shadows (Poetry) The unexpected can often be disturbing. [101 words]
Emotion Pool (Poetry) A pool of emotions brewed into one. [42 words]
Emptiness Of Living. (Poetry) A life so hollow.... [56 words]
Essence Of Death (Poetry) Life... Death... [69 words]
Eyes Deceive (Poetry) All is illusory everything is deceptionary... [65 words]
Games We Play (Poetry) The games are played. [54 words]
Half An Epiphany (Poetry) To understand to an extent. [54 words]
Imprisoned (Poetry) Locked deep within... [52 words]
Infinite Ocean (Poetry) Oceans of infinity... [63 words]
Inner Demons (Poetry) How insecurity kills... [65 words]
Innocence Lost (Poetry) A loss. [93 words]
Into The Night (Poetry) from the darkness return.... [70 words]
Is This To Difficult To See? (Poetry) The truth about everything and what I feel for her, is it really that difficult for her to see.... [73 words]
Isolated (Poetry) Living in isolation. [42 words]
Jc Of The Kitchen (Poetry) A description of the prophet of the lake [104 words]
Journey Into Nothing (Poetry) Why the past means nothing yet is a plague to the mind... [80 words]
Keeper Of My Heart (Poetry) For my one true love I'm so glad Ifound yher andeven though we are physically seperated by distance we willbe together forever soon enough. [68 words]
La Epica (Poetry) Whatever it is, it has become [168 words]
Live It Up (Poetry) Indulgence is the theme of today. [66 words]
Logical Step... (Poetry) The next step.... [58 words]
Lost In A Thought (Poetry) Deep within the mind in the darkest of corners... [63 words]
Melancholia Darkness (Poetry) As the title implies [69 words]
Memories Of Destiny (Poetry) Remember.... [73 words]
Memories Of Her (Poetry) Only a memory. [102 words]
Mind Of The Betrayer (Poetry) So easily are we all deceived.... [118 words]
Mio Figlio (Poetry) To my son [76 words]
Missing In Action (Poetry) Longing.... [38 words]
Mistress Time.... (Poetry) Generous on the surface but deep down so terribly cruel.... [52 words]
Morbidity (Poetry) All that is Morbid. [56 words]
More Experimental Poems (Poetry) Yet again another experiment. [263 words]
Musings (Poetry) To simply Muse. [84 words]
Nocturnal Godess (Poetry) Love is much to strong... [66 words]
Oceans Of Deception (Poetry) Sailing through treacherous waters.... [62 words]
Ode To Love Bleeding (Poetry) How to find the cure for love... [57 words]
Ode To The False One... (Poetry) A short little invective against one who has caused her such great pain. [74 words]
On The Brink (Poetry) To die just a little every day. [55 words]
Pandemonium! (Poetry) Total chaos is afoot... [76 words]
Passion Reborn (Poetry) A flow of thoughts an outpouring of emotion, dedicated to a grow currently making a difference in my life. [105 words]
Pleasures! (Poetry) Simply Pleasure.... [50 words]
Poem To No One (Poetry) Because this is for that somebdy who is nobody... [89 words]
Pools... (Poetry) For love is predestined... [78 words]
Quagmire In Thought (Poetry) To decide or not to decide to forge ahead or not to, what will she do? [80 words]
Questioning... (Poetry) All must and will be questioned.. [89 words]
Realizations (Poetry) To realize... [64 words]
Reflection (Poetry) To reflect upon... [80 words]
Restless. (Poetry) Indeed. [56 words]
Returning To That Place (Poetry) Reawakening the Pessimist within. [50 words]
Rhyming With You (Poetry) To rhyme somehow. [33 words]
Salvation In Death (Short Stories) Things are never what they seem... [493 words] [Suspense]
Saturnine (Poetry) Depressing, yet enlightening... [90 words]
Searching For Sleep (Short Stories) Sometimes one cannot find the remedy or solution to the situtation... [536 words] [Suspense]
Secret Place (Poetry) Into the secrecy of nothing. [38 words]
Security Matters (Poetry) The words to ignite [100 words]
Settings (Poetry) To set the stage. [70 words]
Should Have Would Have, Could Have Been (Short Stories) A story of regrets and mistakes.... [638 words]
Slave To The Imaginary (Poetry) Delving into irrational thought. [166 words]
So Now A Crescendo (Poetry) An end.... [55 words]
Sound And Sacrafice (Poetry) to the victor goes.. the spoils [87 words]
Speaking Of Which (Poetry) To speak. [96 words]
Spectre Of A Distant Past (Poetry) A memory of a girl who has faded.... [64 words]
Spellbound (Poetry) To a special someone who has left me simply spellbound. [56 words]
Stranded (Poetry) On this lonesome rock floating away.... [81 words]
Struggle (Poetry) To struggle. [84 words]
Struggles Within (Poetry) A battle against oneself... [53 words]
Suddenly Numb (Poetry) The unfortunate nature of relationships.... [46 words]
Taken (Poetry) To be taken. [46 words]
Taste.... (Poetry) A yearning to break free, and taste passion. [59 words]
That Saturday Night (Short Stories) A story of inner struggle and disbelief [766 words] [Thriller]
The Adulturess (Poetry) Dedicated to all the one's out there. [74 words]
The Experiment... (Poetry) A compilation of experimental type poetry... [224 words]
The Fall (Poetry) What goes up must... [64 words]
The Fruitless Search (Poetry) Love, a most ridiculous notion. [84 words]
The Grazing (Poetry) Grazing. [81 words]
The Mirror Image (Poetry) a redux now corrected [134 words]
The Mirror's Image (Poetry) Do you like what you see? [129 words]
The Replacement... (Poetry) Substituting one for the other... [57 words]
The Song Continues... (Poetry) We sing a most depressive little tune don't we? [58 words]
The Song Of A Goddess! (Poetry) To a Goddess which stirs my heart.... [82 words]
The X- Factor (Poetry) You may not know who you are.. [71 words]
To Diana Empress Of The Heart... (Poetry) Dedicated to the one I loved... Perhaps I still do love. [112 words]
To Enlighten (Poetry) A most noble quest to stroke the ego. [95 words]
To My Muse (Poetry) An ode to her. [118 words]
Tones (Poetry) A tone of misery and despair. [59 words]
Traces (Poetry) A fading trace... [56 words]
Tragic Truth (Poetry) Because the truth stings, reality is harsh. [76 words]
Travel In Darkness (Poetry) The road of a weary traveler... [73 words]
Truth About Love (Poetry) A harsh reality. [67 words]
Unconciously Wanting (Poetry) Wanting unconciously to reveal.. [108 words]
Washing Away The Pain (Poetry) Dedicated to a girl who has recently come into my life and has already made such a difference. [70 words]
Watcher (Poetry) Watching.... [42 words]
Watching Madness. (Poetry) Gazing into that which defies sanity.... [48 words]
Welcome To A New Tomorrow (Poetry) Love the grandest of delusions... [111 words]
Where Does It Go? (Poetry) Indeed where to? [71 words]
Why You Never Loved Me... (Poetry) The minimal doubt that existed, that was magnified by the way things went.. [105 words]
Words Written (Poetry) Read the words written... [55 words]
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Regretting Mistakes..
Alberto Pupo
What happened was a terrible mistake. A case of
mistaken identity. Yes, it wasn't her blood on my hands, it wasnt her heart in my hand.
Blonde, leggy, beautiful all of that, she was until she ran into the blade, spilling her life source into a world not ready to receive it.
A chain of events were set in motion, wiping the blade clean once again purified hopefully. In the eyes of society stood a monster, in the heart of my family a beaten man who snapped. Yes why did this happen? all was well.
Two O clock Wednesday a great day indeed.
The weather was fine a raise in the future.
Life was grand..... she came into the office eyes shining bright displaying, pearly white teeth a smile made for television. Gorgeous! absolutely stunning, my first urge was to fuck her senseless,
(um sorry about that) Actually talking to her will do... She began to head my way I combed back my ruffled curls trying to look decent, trying to look appealing qualities which many say I lacked.
"Hi my name is Sharon and I want to speak to
Dr. Wilson." I did not hear a single word she said, I stared deeply into emerald eyes yearning for her. Could she not see my ain this suffering?
Apparently not she simply hissed in disgust, as I stood there salivating in ecstacy. As I watched her walk away I couldn't tear my eyes away..
Wow what a total package women don't come that gorgeous these days.
Thursday another day, boredom a terrible boredom which I could not escape from. Damn it the coffeewas atrocious headache wouldn't go away, all night I couldn't stop thinking about her, she apeared in several dreams usually naked and willing. Yes the dreams of an American pervert that would make a fine film indeed.. Right maybe I've been reading too many comic books. The day
went agonizingly slow, menial paperwork always the worst of all. Sometimes he imagines his hands around the boss's throat watching those beady eyes bulging from their resting places.
Face wearing a nice shade of crimson as oxygen flow is cut off.. Yes that would be wonderfuleven better than those fantasies with the blonde babe.
He got up started doing a little pacing it does wonders for the heart or at least that is what the medical experts say. Eyes briefly fell upon him wondering what this sad little man is doing.
Standing at an unimpressive 5'5 a short squattish nose and thinning curly hair he isnot muchof a looker. Actually many ofthe females tend to avoid his leery gaze especially when he stares idiotically at their heaving bosoms.
A fascination with breasts has always existed its the first thing he sees on any woman. Actually its kind of a benchmark test of womanhood, big and round a definite woman.. small and cherry like tend to avoid. Anyhow that is a toic best avoided for a perverse mind isquite frightening.
Suddenly as if from a dream she appears once more golden hair flowing loosely sexual, seductive, shapely legs perfectly displayed driving him wild. Right then, right now he must take initiative she is too beautiful to let slip by that Nordic Goddess tye is a rare commodity.
"Sharon hi remember me I.." once again his palms began to sweat stuttering began to rear its ugly head and apparently all bravery has left the building. He was a wreck breaking down before eyesboth organic and electric which carefully watched his moves. Laughter! they all laughed rejection on her mind in her eyes signs of no entry aearing on her body, Access denied! and then it all came to a grinding halt.........
Demoralized a beaten man he returned to the desk contmelating suicide eager to exit this forsaken and utterly cruel world. Too many rejections, never will he get laid.... nothing ever changes.... Sweetheart will die by the blade! Humanity leaving the body a single urpose in mind he grabbed the shining blade griping it tightly he followed the perfume trail leading to the outside a perfect oppourtunity no one saw or asked about the weapon, in fact nobody cared he is a harmless little fuck a tooth pick blessed with the ability to walk.. At last he reached her she was not alone... Standing at six feet a dark tan,and a steroid enchanced body...... The dear little slut was engaged in conversation with Paul the President's son. A little pretty who the women went wild for, a steroid pumping narcisists
who enjoyed his muscles more than he did women.
Yet.. there she is laughing, fliriting quite possibly soon to be engaging in a little tongue action followed by further actions back at his place. That's if she ever makes it that far or if that fucker lives.. With a primal yell he stepped out of the shadows blade raised in his hand, blindly he lunged at pretty boy who groaned in pain as the blade slashed the forearm.. Quickly he took controlripping the knife from his hands slamming our little would be killer into the pavement. "Ok you little pencil pushing fuck, what the hell is up with this huh?" he pressed his boot on the throat cutting any remaining oxygen, until the dark took hold........
He was awakened by sirens the sounds of voices and a sticky fluid upon his hands, blood no doubt about it. On the other hand he helda blade drenched in blood, her body so pale and cold lay motionless, dead... Here is where we first met the man in question crucified caught red handed, memories wiped away after passing out. "No its a mistake" he repeated time and time again.......
And so he made headlines office worker goes on a bizarre rampage may face death penalty. They pleaded for mercy he knew himself to be innocent, yet this is quite a task to prove. At night he hears laughter vaguely remembering a voice promising change a voice he will never forget the voice of a demon, a killer a true friend, never to be found again. Time passes and with every hour he pays for his lust every moment he regrets meeting her, that gorgeous being.Lust has brought him to a downfall. Night and day regrets come and go, and outside he hears a maniacal laughter.
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2001 Alberto Pupo |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
August 2001 |
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